Sunday, September 23, 2012

2 weeks my birthday and autumn

Monday was a amazing awesome high energy happy day. Things went smoothly and I felt at ease all day.
Tuesday was a beautiful rainy day, and things went well for me all day. I am finding myself happier and therefor all the stress at work. It's not bogging me down like it was before.
Wednesday went really well even got to go home early and play with my niece and nephew!
Thursday I had a little crazy time, but not too bad. I had a surprise when I got to come home at 2. It was nice though i came home and relaxed and rested and took care of a few things.
Friday was not very eventful for me. I woke up in a weird funk and feeling not so well. My day wasn't bad, but it wasn't good. It was just kind of a day. We had a lovely potluck today. I was just in a funk, and glad that the day was over, and the weekend could start.
Saturday I felt better I rested a good part of the day. Just taking some me down time. Then went to Rachel's and had dinner and a movie. It was a nice day all around.
Sunday I went to church and just relaxed.
This is a two week one I believe as I didn't post this up, and it's a second week.
Monday was a crazy day at work. I got called in early and stayed late. I don't think they are really ready for me to be a part time afternoon only person next week. We were down like 4 or 5 people today. I don't think they realize how much they depend on me. It's going to be a interesting transition for them.
Tuesday was not bad, but it was still pretty crazy. I think they are really REALLY going to have a hard time next week. I am soooo super excited about going back to school though. I know this is where I am suppose to be. I need to better myself and my life, and I know the Lord is providing me a way to do this.
Wednesday was a long day, and tiring. Nothing went bad, but I was tired and just ready to be done.
Thursday I went into work way earlier than I'm use too. I like going in early because my day goes so fast. It went even faster because I had to leave at 12. I went to school orientation, and am so super excited to go to school.
Friday was a long day. I went in at 630 and got off at 5. I was so annoyed when all these other girls went home and i was still there. SOOOOO glad to go back to school and not have this bs any more.
Saturday HAPPY BRITHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOO AUTUMN. I love this time of year when Autumn actually hits us. It never really feels like it, but there's something in the air that is different. I love it, and I love the smells of Autumn as well. We celebrated my birthday with my friends. I had shopping with Rachel. Got some great candles and a cute outfit! then dinner with Jonathan, Jed, Laura and Rachel. It was so much fun to just talk and celebrate. I had a wonderful day. I look forward to tomorrow's family dinner for my birthday.
Sunday I rested then went out with Rachel and then had a family dinner it was awesome.

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Labor Day

Monday I spent at home just lounging and finishing my teach yourself how to needlepoint project. Also spent time with the kids here. It's so different having little voices in the house. I have gotten used to quiet and cats or small dogs and now that's gone and the little voices are here. I love it though. I've got a new game with my nephew and he's slowly coming out of his shell and accepting me in the house.
Tuesday was a lovely day it went by really fast, and with not to many issues. It was not consistent with a room I was in, but it seems to be the normal for me to not have that any more. Other than that it was good.
Wednesday was a nice day little crazy with sending to many teachers home at one time then needing them. It worked out, but it was crazy.
Thursday was insane in the entire school. I don't know what the heck was going on, but there were teachers everywhere kids everywhere. They sent people home to early kept others too late. It was just insane and I was sore and just ready to be done. Glad when the day ended.
Friday was a bad day for me. It was raining which I LOVE, but I had a tough day. I was in pain with my back, and then one kid ran as fast as he could head first into my back. THREE times and then he kicked my back. It gave me a neck and back ache and there for a headache all day. It was miserable for me, and to get to come home early was about the best thing EVER. I came home to a a/c that was out, but being fixed so that wasn't so bad. It was just nice to be home and call it a weekend finally.
Saturday I went to the school I have decided to attend with my parents. We got me registered and set up to attend classes. I am so beyond excited to have this beautiful opportunity to go back to school. I am excited to get in and learn new things, and to get myself where I can be stable in life. I want to be able to be in a place where I can live my own life without having to depend upon those around me. I want to be able to wake up and go to a job where I feel I am worth something. I feel that Medical Information Specialist will be good for me. It's been a long process to get me to where I feel this is where I need to go. Through researching and lots of prayer this is the path I am meant to be on at this time. It's tough for me to leave behind that which I have known all my life with children. I will always love the children and working with them, but I am now to a point where I can not live, and I am not able to advance. So I have made the choice to go back and learn and be in a place where I can advance and become the fullest me I can be. I am being lead by the Lord and am so blessed to have parents who are supportive of my choices. After I went through that I took some time to hang out with Rachel. We got pedicures and enjoyed some time together. We watched two movie and had a good time.
Sunday I went to church and then with Rachel to a jewelry party. We enjoyed a beautiful day together and then I went home and prepared for the week.

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Moved

Monday was okay day at work, but I have a little cough, and think I am catching a cold. Which I much rather would of caught next week, but that's all right. I am doing pretty good thus far. The kids were really good today too. So it was good day for all.
Tuesday wasn't to bad either. I wasn't feeling so great, but I managed to muddle through. I even got to come home early. It was nice to come home rest and relax and try to get better.
Wednesday I was everywhere doing this and that. It was tough only cause I wasn't feeling great, but I managed.
Thursday I felt like crap and came home early from work. It was not a fun day at all.
Friday I got sent home at 10 and it was nice. Because the kids were great, but I wanted to pack up and just be done and ready for the move. So I did that then spent some time with Rachel. It was lovely.
Saturday I officially moved back to my parents house. I got all set up and everything. It's so weird to be back home, but at the same time I feel this is where i am suppose to be right now.
Sunday I had EVERY intention to go to churcheven went to bed by 1030. My night was horrible. I woke with a HORRIBLE HORRIBLE headache. So intense that it woke me out of my dead sleep at 130 in the morning. So I thought well I'll take something and go back to bed, and it will be alright. No such luck. I work up nauseated about 30 minutes later, and tossed and turned trying to get back to sleep. Only to wake up at 3 hot and in pain everywhere. I said a prayer, and tried to relax. Woke up again at about 5 with my back hurting. Said another prayer and finally got some sleep and woke at 630 feeling a little better. Every intention to go to church. Fell back a sleep and woke up about 945. Missed church so I tired to eat something which took my like a hour to do. It was egg and a peach should of been fast, but nooo took forever. I dunno if it is just the stress of everything or what, but I had a tough night. So I took the opportunity to stay home and see if my head and nausea would alleviate. This is very different, but it's going to be good.