Sunday, October 28, 2012

5th week

Monday it's the 5th week of my first session. I have finals this week, and am mostly just studying  My exams I did Friday despite being so sick went well. I got a 68 (70 is passing) then I got an 80 and and 84 so I am doing alright just have to study more, and I'll be fine. My tooth is still bothering me it feels more swollen today, and nothing seems to help with the pain now. I hope to get it looked at very soon. It's times like this I WISH I lived by Kody. He'd so take care of it for free. Here's to a good day. Which work wasn't to bad it went real quick so that was exciting. Over all not to bad.
Tuesday not a bad day at school. Just lots of studying and getting ready for finals and evals. I think it's going to be alright. It's beautiful weather and my tooth only slightly hurts. So I feel allot better than I did, and pray I do well enough to pass my classes. Work was not to bad either. i was able to leave just before 6 for a change. It was soooooo nice.
Wednesday I got my books I am taking BIO, HIS, and Medical Manger (computer course) this 5 weeks. Other than that I studied my butt off all day. Work was kind of nutty we sent home a few kids that have pink eye like symptoms or diarrhea  It was not fun, but that means my class will be small tomorrow. I'd love a short day there.
Thursday I went to bed Friday night at like 9 because I wasn't feeling so grand. I woke up this morning with a stuffy noes, scratchy throat and a headache. I had to go to school to do finals so I went, and it was 300 questions. I think I did alright I feel like I knew some stuff, and some stuff I just prayed for the right answer. So hopefully the combination of what I KNOW, and what I think I know and what I guessed on with the help of the Lord I will pass. I came home and rested and tried to make myself feel OK enough to go to work.I went to work feeling like crap, and then had to stay for the fall festival. My boss was really cool and let me be the 'door person' so after a hour I got to go home. When I did I showered and went to bed. Glad to have my day over.
Friday payday!!! so glad it is the weekend. I had evals at school so I got to get out early. So I treated myself to a haircut, and put gas in the car. It was nice to be out for a little bit. I am still not feeling well, but I can't not work as it appears they "need" me. It's just extra spending money that's what I tell myself. I am not looking forward to going in today, but it will be alright. Work wasn't too bad, but I decided to go try to find the dentist office I have to go to tomorrow. It is literally across the street from my work. Less than a minute to get too, and I somehow managed to take over a hour to find it. I had a navigator thing and it took me around in circles and to an apartment complex then a brick wall. I was so frustrated  but I found it, and will go tomorrow to finally find out what is going on with this tooth.
Saturday I went to the dentist to get my tooth looked at. As the dentist said. "in non dentist terms your tooth is bombed" In even more lame man terms. If you go to the dentist like you SHOULD this tooth could of been saved, but it can't be. So we went over all the options from root canal to extraction to emplants. It was decided that today I was SUPPOSE to get my tooth pulled. Well due to circumstances beyond my or the offices control, and upon closer looking. My tooth is beyond the removal they are able to do. So I am on some strong antibiotics and painkillers  and am referred to a specialist. I have to call them on Monday and find out when i can get my tooth extracted. THEN after that later down the road. I need to look into bone graph and implant. WHOOT ME! I thought it was something with where my wisdom tooth use to be, but no it is the tooth beside it. It's pretty bad it hurts cause the nerve is now exposed, but it's gonna get fixed and for not to bad of a price. So I came home took my pills and waited Jonathan and Rachel wanted to go to the fair so I said I'd go with them. We had a good time it was short, but we only really went to look at a couple things. So we did, and had some fry bread. Then we went to eat and see Rachel's parents. It was nice to visit them. Then we went to Cabela's and a few other stores then home to watch a few 'scary' things. Then home for the  night. It was nice to be out and with people I care about.
Sunday I woke up feeling so tired and groggy. I muddled through my day feeling like I was in a fog. I don't know what was up with that, but I managed to survive, and rest, and get ready for the Halloween week.

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Almost there

Monday I can't believe I am on my fourth week already of my first session. It's going well other than my computer class, but I am understanding better and not feeling so stressed. Work went by so fast today. Over all a good day.
Tuesday school went pretty well I am slowly getting things together. It's been really hard in my first hour class because every few days our instructor keeps changing. Hopefully we all do well despite that. Work wasn't to bad other than the last second being told our Thursday meeting was changed to tonight. I really don't like the meetings it's always the same thing for a hour. However, I went I listened and signed. Now I'm home resting and praying I get all the stuff learned i need for school.
Wednesday school is getting me stressed gain. I am feeling lost in my classes and have exams Friday. I need to stop stressing out as I am doing well, but I'm having a tough day. Work was not horrible, but this staying super late all the time because parents cant' get that the infant room closes at 6 is getting really annoying. It's even more annoying that I was told I'd not be a closer and am now. I even know girls who offer to stay for me, and they aren't doing it. If I didn't want the extra income I'd so be gone.
Thursday I spent my time at school studying even with help. So I am hoping it's enough that I'll remember that information and answer correctly tomorrow. I can't put much more studying in I just did 5 hours of it. Will do some more tonight and pray. That's all I can do. Work wasn't bad at all it went by so fast.
Friday had my second exams today I dunno I feel I did okay on them despite that I felt super sick. So sick I called into work who of frigging course says come in anyway. So pissed off today it's days like this that I can't wait to be done with that place. So I went to work and was told how nice it was that I came in, but sure send two TWO coworkers HOME as I come in. Two girls who could of stayed so I could stayed home. I was in such a pissed off mood I didn't even care. I had only seven babies so it wasn't too bad. Then on the way home I was told I was being picked up. Rachel picked me up, and her, Jonathan, Jed and Laura we all went to Cabeleas and dinner. It was nice to laugh and de stress for  a little while. Then come home to bed.
Saturday I woke up and had all kinds of fun stuff before my day even got started. I had a horrible night sleep I woke up at 130 with a HORRIBLE toothache. I've never had such a horrible toothache EVER. It kept me up till 310 I looked on the internet for ideas of what to do. One said to brush your teeth. Which mind you I do every morning and every night, but I was desperate so I did it again. It actually helped the pain went away and after some very sincere pleading to Heavenly Father I got some rest. I woke to excitement of the little kids up and everyone getting ready for Tenly's first birthday. Washing chairs preparing food and so forth. I was told I am going to the fair. So I got myself ready and then went. I had a good time it was warmer than usual so we just took a few fun pictures and had a deep friend peaches and cream. Then we went home we went shopping where I got a cute new shirt. We had lunch and then went to Spirit and dinner it was nice.
Sunday I rested allot and was up again with my tooth hurting. I was fine with it all day till 3 in the morning. So I got tea tree oil and that seems to be helping until I can figure out a free or very low payment way to get it looked at and fixed. Enjoyed a beautiful Sunday and prepared for m 5th week of classes and getting ready for new ones until

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

gettin there

Monday I had a nice relaxing day. My back wasn't hurting, but my hips still do. I relaxed and then went to work. Work was not to bad either. It was a nice day all around.
Tuesday it's hard to believe I am week 3 of my schooling. It's gone so fast. I did well on my tests well my first class which i thought I would do best on was a passing at 70% my second class which I thought for sure was fail I got a 92% and my last class is currently and 82% but it was graded incorrectly so I think it's close to a 92%. Its going well and I am pleased with myself. I hope it keeps going well. My hard work is paying off and I am so proud of myself. Work was hard for me. I am so annoyed of always walking in and things are crazy or not written down or no one knows what is going on. It's getting old and I'm so annoyed. Plus my feet hurt cause I'm always the one doing everything. It will be a better day tomorrow.
Wednesday I went to school feeling very sick, but am managing to do okay. I am worried about our first hour class and it's not just me. We have a new instructor  but the way she is teaching us isn't really helping. Most of us are lost and confused. I hope it gets better. Work is crazy I don't like getting out so blinkin late.
Thursday school was really hard today for some reason. The information wasn't hard to understand, but I was having a hard time just focusing. My whole day was off I don't know why. The kids were really calm though.
Friday I wasn't feeling well still my back hurts and everything is meh. I am doing alright though. Had alot of homework which I finished today so I can play and rest this weekend.
Saturday I went to the fair with Rachel. It was alot of fun. We went to the free butterfly exhibit where I got to feed butterflies and had them on me. I took a few pictures it was amazing! Then we went to this huge bug exhibit where they had these HUGE lady bugs and stuff it was so fun I loved it! We went to the our bodies exhibit. We went last year, but this year it was just as amazing  To me it's so interesting to actually see how our bodies work and all the things within it. We also saw the animals and enjoyed fry bread and our tradition is to get a deep fried something. This year we tried a brownie, but there is a chance we will go back, and try something eles. After that we came home and Rachel helped me with my homework for school. Then we went to her house and watched a movie and dyed her hair. It was a nice relaxing fun filled much needed day. I needed to get away from stress for a day and short of a vacation this was next best thing.
Sunday I woke feeling off everything hurting. So I rested alot and went to church. I can't believe my first session of school is almost over. It's going so fast.

Sunday, October 7, 2012

another week down

Monday went to school with my back hurting and not feeling my best. I am worried I won't do well on my exams this week. Work was a challenge too. Staying awake and not showing my pain. It was hard.
Tuesday we finished chapters in my classes today and I'm not feeling as nervous about my exams. I just have to know I am doing the best I can and I am studying. It's all going to work out and be fine. Work was crazy as usual. I'd like it if I can have a day where I don't go into chaos.
Wednesday school felt like everything was super rushed. I think it's so we can have time to study for exams, but it's feeling rushed and crazy.
Thursday was completely stressful at school as we all tried to get ready for exams tomorrow. I'm probably worrying too much, but I hope I do good. I studied for about 5 hours I think I will be alright. Work is going alright stressful as ever. No one is happy there, and i keep telling myself I'll be gone soon. It's just spending money. I can do it.
Friday I took my exams and will find out Tuesday how well I did. I think I did alright I just went in and did it, and hope for the best.
Saturday I enjoyed a relaxing day mostly at home. It was quiet and I just vegged out and didn't think. Then went to a jewelry party with Rachel, and dinner, and watched a movie. It was so low key and nice.
Sunday I woke up in alot of pain and wasn't sure why. I rested and tried to get to feeling better and ready for the week.

back to school

Monday was my first day back to school and it felt AWESOME! I am not sure about my second class, but I know this is going to be good. I am excited to grow and learn. It's nice to get a little break in between for about a hour and a half so I can eat, rest, study a little then go to work. So far half way through my day and its awesome. Work was crazy. We now have a full class of infants and they were very cranky today. I wasn't suppose to become a closer again, but it looks like I am. It's ok it is only 4 hours a day, and I can handle that. I think this is going to be good.
Tuesday school went pretty well save my second class. I am having a hard time with it, but I think as I keep going and trying it will come. Work wasn't too bad the babies we all calm. I love smooth calm days!
Wednesday school wasn't as bad. I seem to be starting to understand the things I'm being taught. WHEW! work we have a full room of infants now too. Today my boss told me she misses me. I couldn't help, but laugh a little inside. She now realizes what she had.
Thursday not feeling so great so trying to learn is hard, but I am doing pretty well I think it's all going to fall into place once I use it more. Work was crazy but calm it's weird getting use to a full 11 babies again.
Friday had my first quizzes today didn't do to bad in my first class my second class I'm struggling but I am getting it as well and my lst class I am totally understanding. I'm in pain today after having hurt my hand. Thank goodness for the weekend. Work was not to bad thank goodness.
Saturday I studied and rested and hung out with Rachel and Jonathan for a little bit. Not a very exciting day. Just mellow.
Sunday was alright as well. I wasn't feeling the best. So I went to sacrement meeting and then came home and rested. Studied a little and prepared for the week.