Monday, December 13, 2010

It's looking alot like Christmas

Monday was a tough and emotional day at work. A fellow co worker passed away. He hasn't worked with the company for 2 years, but he still came by and said hello, and all the school age kids knew him. His wife was still working with us up to 6 months ago. So it was hard. His name was Micha and he was only 25 years old. He was driving home, and all we know is it looked like he was trying to exit the freeway spun out and hit a pole, and passed before anyone got there. His wife is Susie, and she is 24 years old. She is a cancer survivor, and seeing him and her having gone through so much to just have his life cut so short was truly more shock than anything. I know I will see Micha again, and I know he is well. It's harder for me to see so many trying to find their own way to cope. It makes me see how truly blessed I am to have the gospel and it's knowledge in my life. My day was not to bad considering.

Tuesday was not to bad I was here and there the day was over all not to bad. I can't say allot happened. Other than we at work talked more of Micha as more details became known. I again listened to many memories. It is nice to hear them, and it's good to know I can be a shoulder for those who need it to cry on. I'm so blessed and grateful I can be a help to anyone at this time.

Wednesday was not to bad. I went kind of everywhere this morning before ending up with the older two year olds. It was fun to be with them. I love my job I can get hugs and stuff at random without it being weird. It's great, and it's like the kids know when your not feeling so great. They do or say something to make you feel better. I was having a hard day just not feeling well, and with all the emotions going around it was a little more stressful than usual for me. I just had random kids hugging me today. It's things like this that remind me why I love what I do.

Thursday was an overall good day. Some emotional moments, but got through them. It was mainly with my coworkers. I know it's hard for them so I am ok with listening. I wasn't feeling to great today so I was kind of glad to just be ears today.

Friday was a good day over all. My back was hurting allot, and I don't know why. I came home and went to dinner with Trisha. We then decided it would be fun to drive around and look at Christmas lights. As we were we noticed someone was driving behind us in one area. I was like ok maybe they are looking at lights as well. Then I thought maybe they live in the area. So I told Trisha to turn down a street where the houses were not as lit with lights. Well this person went the same way. I asked her if she had noticed that car behind us. She said yes. I said well try going a few different ways and see what happens. We spend up a little and the car did too, and followed our turns. I then said don't put your blinker on, and she did she sped up a little more. Whomever this was spend up and was keeping up with our turns. I asked if they were still following. She said yes. I said ok don't use a blinker and head toward a main busy street. So we did and the corner right before the main busy street the person stopped and we went on our way. I said if they had followed us we would of stayed on a busy main street where lots of people are and call 911 and get to a well let busy area. She agreed, but they stopped. I said good cause usually getting to a busy street helps. I don't know what that person wanted or would of done, but I am sure glad I felt inspired enough to help Trisha stay calm and get away from them. Thank you for the blessings Heavenly Father!!

Saturday was so busy I didn't even know the day was over till it was over. I started with a breakfast then got my nails done then lunch and some shopping then another shopping trip and dinner then went to temple lights and food it was so much fun to be out and about. Christmas is nearly here and I am feeling ready.

Sunday I went to church it was beautiful full of touching spirit. The true meaning of Christmas touched my heart and soul. I then came home and caught up on some stuff before I went to see my brother in the Messiah.

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