Sunday, November 25, 2012

Thanksgiving

Monday school was kind of dead, but I am getting caught up, and ready for exams. It will be alright. Work was okay we are low cause of the holidays so I got off before 6 today it was nice!
Tuesday we had lots of study for exams and I really do not feel ready for any of it. I just want to pass. Work was crazy like no one wanted to come get their kids and I got home at almost 7. I got to spend some time with my niece and nephew they are so great!
Wednesday I took my exams and was home in about a hour. I got spend time with my niece and nephew and then rested before going off to work. Work I got to bounce around a little it was nice. I got to work with my 2 year olds I miss them so much. It was nice cause I wasn't feeling so great. I came home and rested and relaxed and just enjoyed some time for me myself and ME!
Thursday HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!! I had a good day went out to shoot with Rachel and Jonathan and we had turkey from Crackerbarel and then I came home and spent time with the kids. Then I went to stay with Rachel and Jonathan
Friday I got up at 430 and went shopping with Rachel. It wasn't bad we had alot of fun. It was hard going to work after only getting 3 hours of sleep and shopping all morning, but I got some cute things, and didn't break the bank. I am so proud of myself. Work was boring I cut a bunch of snowflakes and sat with one baby for 4 hours. So stupid I then came home and crashed.
Saturday I spent with Rachel, Jonathan, Jed and Laura. We went to Cabela's where I got into a a confrontation with this little lady. It has been decided that I like to make friends with "local wild life" because it seems lately all I do is find the random people or they find me. I had a man sing to me at random. I had another have some random conversation about sales. Then this lady she is the only one who really irritated me. I was walking with Rachel minding my own business with her, and Rachel pushed the elevator button. This little older lady had been in front of us of like 30 seconds. So Rachel pushed the button and all I said TO RACHEL was 'really did you just do that. You had to push that button right now?" and Rachel said "umm yeah" this lady turned to me and started yelling saying I'm sorry I'm, short I can't see you! I stayed calm and I said Your fine I wasn't talking to you I was talking to my friend. And Rachel even said mamn she was speaking to me. The lady just kept going on! I just ignored her cause she was pissing me off. So then she goes to her husband (who saw the WHOLE thing) and starts going off about me. Rachel heard him say "dear it was a mistake. She wasn't even talking to you. You need to chill" Tis the season right? After that experience we went to the new outlet mall and looked around. Then we went to shooters world then temple lights with Laura and Jed. It was a fun time all around. I stayed with Rachel and Jonathan.
Sunday we just hung out and chilled, and then I went home, and prepared for another week. My last week for session 2 for school.

Sunday, November 18, 2012

Veteran's day

Monday was 'observance' of veterans day. So there wasn't alot of people at school or anywhere. I got my exams back I got 80 on all three of them so that's awesome! Work went alright. I am still trying to figure out what to do with it. I am so unhappy going there each day, and need to figure out what to do. So I talked with my parents and am praying for guidance. Maybe I can become a sub or something.
Tuesday school went well nothing to major to report. I went to work and talked to my boss, and I am going to stay where I am for the time being. She's going to try a few things, and we will see what happens. I went in thinking my answer was one thing, but found out the Lord has another plan for me. So for now I am where I am, and will try to make the best of what I have.
Wednesday at school was harder than usual. We just had alot of information in ALL classes. It's just trying to put in two weeks worth of stuff into one week. Since we have the holidays it was just alot today. Work was nice all my late kids were not there. So I got to leave at like 6 instead of 630 it was nice to not feel so rushed tonight.
Thursday was a good day at school just again getting alot of information, but its going pretty well. I didn't like having a flat tire and dealing with that though. Work went pretty well for the first time in a long time I was able to leave before 6 which was nice. I came home and enjoyed my niece and nephew and then did some homework and rested. It was nice to actually be able to work on my school work in the evening in addition to the afternoon. I can't believe how much i have to get in my head in such a short time.
Friday school went well just trying to prepare and be ready for exams. Work went well nothing to major today. I came home to some yummy food. Not sure what that was about, but I enjoyed it, and then caught up on some studying, and took the rest of the night for me.
Saturday I spent the whole day with Rachel, Jonathan, Jed and Laura. We went to Prescott for a good part of the day. It was alot of fun to just be in the cooler air, and look at some shops. Found some fun stuff. After that Rachel, Jonathan and I went to see Colleen who just got married, and then Rachel and I visited a friend named Jeanene. She is a sweet lady. Then Rachel, Jonathan and I went shopping at Cabela's and remet up with Jed and had dinner. We had a good day.
Sunday I woke up really late and felt weird so I stayed home and took it easy and got ready for the week.

Sunday, November 11, 2012

November

Monday my tooth is gone and I am recovering pretty nicely I think. I am in very little pain, and the swelling is going down. I feel better than I have in a while. I was able to better focus at school today. It was great. We are preparing for  exams and now that I am aware of how things go, and know what to study I think it will be alot better. Work was crazy I was in like rooms for 15 min. I loved it though it was nice to see the kids. It reminds me of why I love my job so much.
Tuesday was alot of studying and trying to get caught up at school so we can have a day to study for exams. Work is going alright, but its become a challenge to go to work and be happy. It used to be so much fun, but now it seems like there is something happening and no one is happy. I wish it was a happy place again.
Wednesday school is going pretty well we are getting ready for exams. I'm understanding my material and doing pretty well. Work is getting annoying parents are being so special  and because of it I am going to become a floater. I am okay with that I only work what 4 hours a day anyhow. I'm so over that place.
Thursday I studied alot at school. It's the day before exams that's what we do. Mostly just study study study and it's good cause then it's not so stressful to try to study and cram for me at night. I think I will do alright in my exams. I feel good about them just slightly unsure about one class, but I believe I am over thinking everything. I just need to relax and trust myself and know the Lord will guide me. I do my part, and he will provide me away. I have faith in this, and trust in this. Work is going it's not great, but it's not bad, and I'm so over things there. I'm just trying to stick it out, but it's getting so hard when I feel like I am being judged, and I am. So I don't over do it with chemicals in the room, but that doesn't mean I don't do my flipping job. Screw them if they can't get over it I will leave. I am just trying to stay, but it's hard right now. So I am doing alot of praying for guidance.
Friday was a beautiful morning  it was a little rainy and cool. I love when the weather gets a little cooler. I had exams at school, and I feel I did pretty well. I enjoyed my time to myself after school I ran a few errands and then came home and rested and relaxed before going to work. I couldn't handle dealing with the babies at work today so I asked not to be in there and not to close. So I went to help my assistant director with a bus run, and then played with 2 year olds before going home. It was nice to get away from the negativity of the gal I am with in there. I think that's where my issue is, and I know she doesn't like me. She has become very negative and nasty to everyone. I came home cleaned up, and went to dinner for Jonathan's birthday. It was fun!
Saturday spend the afternoon and night with Rachel and Jonathan. We had a good time we hung out with Jed, and just enjoyed each other's company, and relaxed. I stayed the night with them. In our adventures we noticed Christmas decorations and music was playing, and I am SOOOOO not ready for that, but it comes whether or not I want it too. So I'll get in the spirit sooner or later.
Sunday I was with Rachel and Jonathan. We just hung out took some pictures at the park, and enjoyed the beautiful weather. I then came home and prepared for my week.

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Session 2

Monday I started my second session and I think it's going to go very well. So far I feel good and hope I don't get overwhelmed. I have a computer class a Bio class and a HIS class, and so far I'm doing alright. I am still in pain with my head and tooth, but will be getting that taken care of on Friday. Life is good today. Work was fast, but a pain in the neck still having 5 babies after 6. I am so over my workplace.
Tuesday I felt a little better, and school went really well. Still having a hard time with this new teacher, but I figure I will just know my terms and pray I pass. Work was really laid back and almost boring it was weird.
Wednesday HAPPY HALLOWEEN!! It was a good day at school and life is good. We had assembly I got a gold star for perfect attendance I'm so proud of myself! Work was fast all the babies went home really early due to Halloween, and I came home and freshened up in my PJ's (which was from work) and went out to dinner and had fun with Rachel and Jonathan we didn't do alot no passing out candy or set up the haunted thing we usually do. We are going to pass it this year and totally SMASH it out next year. I am off work for 2 days and am so glad I need a break.
Thursday I went to school and it is going alright I am getting that whole I have too much to learn syndrome again, but I know I'll be alright. I have the day off of work so am going to go out with Rachel. We got a toes done and enjoyed some lunch and time together. It was a lovely day!
Friday I didn't sleep well so I was very tired, but I managed to do pretty well in school and left to go get my tooth worked on. The tooth extraction wasn't that bad at all. The doctor was really friendly and fast I was in and out in less than 45 min. Went got some yogurt, pudding, and soups, filled my prescriptions and was home in less than 2 hours. Then I took my meds and iced my mouth and wondered why it was so quiet in the house. I got stir crazy so I had Rachel and Jonathan take me to their house. We watched a movie and I stayed with them.
Saturday just kind of relaxed didn't do a whole lot. Rachel and I went to a couple stores and then we went to eat with Jonathan and watched a movie, and I stayed the night again. It was nice and relaxing.
Sunday Rachel, Jonathan, Jed and I went to church and out to breakfast, and then Jonathan, Rachel and I went to Cabelas and then I came home and did laundry and studied and tried to get ready for the week.