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This week has not been too horrible. Work treated me pretty well for the most part. It was sad when I learned that two teachers will be leaving us. Summer started for my school, and with that comes fieldtrips, and children leaving. I also got sad news when I learned that the spiritual site I go to for developing my spiritual gifts and classes has decided that the USA side of it can no longer do classes. This is understandable as people were not coming or showing interest, but at the same point it was the one place I could go and talk about all the things I experience without being judges. It is still open for chats when folks are there, but I was sad to learn no more classes. I have a feeling that means I won’t get to talk to as many of those folks as I did before. It’s hard enough to know I have these beautiful gifts and no one here physically to talk to about things when I need to. This site has provided me with loving accepting understanding people who can help me find that positivity I need when I’m dragging. They all understand the gifts and talents we are all blessed with, and it’s not like many things in my life that judge me or say its witchcraft when it’s not. Anyhow I’m over my rant there. This weekend has been kind of just here. I didn’t do anything Friday Trisha went out of town for a week so Friday I just was home relaxing. Saturday I went out with Rachel and a dear friend named John. I enjoy John’s company he’s a great gifted friend of mine. He talked to me about some things, and helped me with a few things. We then went to lunch took John home, and then Rachel, Jonathan, Kat, her two boys and her brother we all went to see Night at the Museum. It was really cute I enjoyed it a lot. Then I went to Wal-mart got a cute bedding set and some stuff to make a new centerpiece. Today I am relaxing and doing a little laundry before I go to the mall with Rachel. Until next time keep smiling and have a wonderful blessed week.

happy memorial day

This week has been A LOT better for many reasons, but mainly because I refuse to let the negativity that was eating me do so any more. So I have enjoyed the small humors of my life. Things like watching a bird try to drink out of mister. My realization of how a sponge was used to do art. Kids trying to catch and hold as many pill bugs as they can. Kids being silly kids running into a wall unhurt and dramatically falling to the ground for laughs. It’s great, and I’m feeling good. The only sad thing for me was having one students have to get investigated for possible child abuse. That really upsets me, but at the same point I know we are doing the right things.

So over the weekend since it was a long weekend I took Rachel and Jonathan to my cabin. It was nice to get away from the city and enjoy the fresh air. We didn’t do a lot of special things walked around Williams, went to the Deer Farm, walked downtown Flagstaff and went to the Pioneer Museum. I got to read a lot and just enjoy being out of town.

Until next week keep smiling. May angels and fairies bless your path of life.

Tis but another week

This week wasn’t too bad. Started off a little rough because I had a bad attitude, and that has changed. I have decided that I work with 30 women, and that with that is bound to ALWAYS be drama, and always be rumors and gossip. My boss I have decided will never change, and will always be as she is, and no matter how many times I confront her it will not change. So I have decided to let myself forgive forget and find peace. If they want to waste perfectly good energy on spreading falsehoods and being angry so be it. I am not wasting my perfectly good time and energy doing it. It is affecting my ability to work wit the kids and the kids shouldn’t suffer because of that. So I have made a change, and been feeling good since then.

This weekend has been full of things Friday I stayed home because I wasn’t feeling well, and I’m still fighting it off and on. Saturday I went to breakfast then Rachel, Trisha and I went to get our friend John. We helped him find out some information to start doing Ghost Tours in Glendale. Now the process of getting the history learned, and finding areas to go to and getting things legal to do is the process. I am excited to see John take this project on, and I will help where I can. Then after that we went to Rachel’s house for a few and relaxed and talked and whatnot. Then we went to check on a place of employment for John, and then we had lunch. After that we took John home, and Rachel, Trisha and I went out to see some beautiful model homes. Got some prices on some stuff just on the off chance my sister may want to look. Then after that we went back to Rachel’s and hung out a little then went to dinner. We then came back and I talked to Jennifer who is Jim’s wife and got a few things cleared up. Then Rachel, Trisha and Jonathan and my self came to out house and we went swimming. They changed the pool to salt water it’s SO nice. It’s warmer for one and for two we aren’t dying because of the over kill of chlorine that we were dying from before. There was a 3 year old boy there, and I helped him learn to swim. Well actually helped him realize he can float with his suite LOL. It was fun then we came home and passed out. Today I am supposed to go out with Jonathan and Rachel so we will see. Until next week have a great day and keep smiling!

Intersting life I lead

This week was interesting full of good bad this and that. This whole week was teacher appreciation week. Monday corporate gave all of us a little lady bug pen and a little quote/poem. Tuesday we got Smores with a quote saying we need Smore teachers like you. Wednesday it was a can of coke with a quote saying Soda know we think you’re great. Thursday it was a fortune cookie and the quote was we are fortunate to have a teacher like you. This day we also got a 10 minute massage. Friday it was a dum dum sucker and the quote was we are no dum dum we know how great you are. With that we also got a free lunch of potato bar and salad and cookies. I also got a $5 sonic card.

Wednesday I got a random dum dum sucker from the guy at the bank. I also barely missed being apart of a really bad accident. My co worker and I were on our lunch break when we turned into the parking lot of a store. We heard this dragging sound, and looked behind us there as two white cars that had hit. We thought nothing of it, and we were not witnesses since we both didn’t see anything. As we drove by the area to go to another stop we saw a lot of commotion. Come to find out there was a invisible motorcycle that I never saw my co worker never saw it. So we didn’t even know it was involved until later. We were counting our blessings that we were not apart of that. We realized how close we came.

This week I believe I spend a total of 2 hours in my own infant room. I’m not worried about it. I still have my job and I’m still one who gets my hours so yeah. I would like to stay in the young 2’s if they are going to move me about. I’ve been in the young 2’s I know that room and that teacher I get along with good. So they have had me in the young 2’s in the morning mainly which is what I usually do, but in the afternoons I’ve been in the older 1’s then close infants. I love the young 1’s too which I spend most of Thursday and Friday in. Who knows what will happen this week.

Saturday I went to see Miss Saigon at Arizona Broadway Theater. I LOVE this show it’s not my all time favorite, but I do thoroughly enjoy it, and it makes me cry all throughout it. Trisha had never seen it, and she ended up LOVEING it. After that we got our grocery shopping done, and then went to Denny’s (which I deal with I don’t prefer it nor like it) Colleen and Rachel met us there, and we ate and talked, and whatever. Then we got Desert Swirl younger that is so very YUMMY. We went to Rachel’s house and hung out then decided to go swimming at my home. So we came here swam for a little bit talked and then everyone went home.

Today is Sunday and its mothers day. I am so grateful for my mother for the love and strength she shows me. She has taught me so many wonderful things in my life. How to love without any attachment, how to hold strong to my faith, and so many other things. My relationship with my mother has not always been the best, but it is my mother, and I love her more than anything in the world. I found the most WONDERFUL poem ever. It expresses my love for my mother, and all mothers. Perfectly and makes me cry, and I want to share it with everyone right now. It’s worth the space I am using up now. Enjoy!


A Newborn's Conversation with GodA baby asked God, "They tell me that you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?"God said, "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you."The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile and to be happy."God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy."Again the small child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?"God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak.""And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?"God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray.""Who will protect me?"God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life.""But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore."God said, "Your angel will always talk to you about Me and teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you."At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked, "God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name."God said, "You will simply call her, 'Mom'."

Isn’t that just about the most touching thing ever? I thought it wsa, and it says it perfectly. I am off to go see STOMP, and a movie. I hope you all take time today to let your mothers know how much you care for them. Untill next week keep smiling!

Another week :)

So this week was interesting Monday we had the grant lady come and watch us. Tuesday the supposed photo people came, but without a camera. Wednesday the kids were off the wall. Thursday I spent with 1 and 2 year olds never with my infants. Friday we were judged and I spent a good part of the day with 1 and 2 year olds not my infants. However, I did get to have a lovely home cooked meal by a friend of mine named John. He had some really bad things happen, and temporarily is living with Rachel and Jonathan. We found him a place to live so that’s a good thing. Saturday Trisha and I managed to give my cat Jimmy back to a place so he can find a home. I grew allergic to his thick undercoat. We also managed to get out other two cats Frosty and Freedom shots. Then we had lunch at Lonestar with Rachel. We then went to get a few things from Wal-Mart and Boarders. I have one book left I need now over the passed 2 weeks I have been trying to get a series of books I’m only in need of one now. Then after that we went to Rachel’s and watched Ghost hunters which was really good then we went to have dinner came back to Rachel’s and watched Untouchables which I didn’t think I would enjoy as much as I did. It was interesting, but when you watch a movie only knowing Al Capone spend time in Alcatraz and was a mobster and the movie is about Al Capone it’s easy to not want to watch it. So the fact it kept my interest was amazing. Today is Sunday and I’m enjoying the peaceful morning time. There is a possibility I’ll be out and about later today, but for now I’m just enjoying. On a side note I have started a new series of books which I am enjoying. I finished up the Twilight series which I loved. I am now reading the Farie Path series and it’s really good I finished book on and am on book 2 there’s a total of 4 at the moment. I’m so proud of myself for reading more. Have a great day ya’ll!